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(I Just Died) Like An Aviator
Everything sucks
As bad as it gets
It all fell apart again
God, I'm a wreck
Rock N Roll
My oh my
The same thing that makes you live
Can bury you alive
And we fall so easily
I just died
Like an aviator
With my heart on my sleeve
And somebody said
"Look that bum!"
Since the sound of monuments
It's all heartless and dumb
I'm pouring a drink
And smoking a smoke
Our guts are born in that fiery trench
Between hurt and hope
And we fall so easily
I just died
Like an aviator
With my heart on my sleeve
Don't die, don't disappear...
I swear to god we need you here
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Battle Born
02:54
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Battle Born
He took it straight in the teeth
To find out what was underneath
You’re still alive even if you can’t breathe
Ah Joe, you’re a hero to me
Hey Lu, I’m in love with you
Your kind of work and that lean for a truth
What else were you gonna do?
Hey Lu, I’m in love with you
And all the crowds
They call so loud
For hollow clowns
And their useless sentiments
It’s all so bent
Who’s paying the rent?
Aw Paul, why’d you disappear?
Was there something ringing in your ear?
Or did you just grow tired of tears?
Aw Paul, why’d you disappear?
Disenchantment is a ruthless bomb
But it never stopped Chrissie or Tom
You could be something, Anyone!
Battle born when the daylight comes
And all the crowds
They call so loud
For hollow clowns
And their useless sentiments
It’s all so bent
Who’s paying the rent?
On a dark lit night
In the throes of another fight
I heard a song made me feel alright
Made me wanna explode into light
I don’t know if there’s more than this
A loud guitar, some comfort or a kiss
All I know is that it’s the shape of a fist
And it’s pounding inside your ribs
Until the wheels come off
No matter the hurt or the cost
Screaming hope in the land of the lost
Oh oh ’till the wheels come off
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Hustle Up Starlings
04:50
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Hustle Up Starlings
Hustle up, starlings
The dark is coming
The night's tuning up
And dusk is humming
I smile at strangers
And I talk to myself
My thoughts are lonely
Lonelier than hell
We met in a record store
In 1991
She was studying to be a big girl
I was trying to be someone
We had us some boys
And we laughed a lot
But these days I'm just trying to remember
What it is that we forgot
I love the rain in the summertime
The way her hand would fall slow in mine
I loved her dress pressed against my skin
The way the night would let a warm light in
Now everyday is numbered
And so are the words
The hymn of a shadow boxer
Is to only hit where it hurts
Now there's no silence
That's quieter than this
The things we love will one day disappear
First slow and then so quick
I love the snow when the winter comes
When loud guitars are pushed around by drums
I love that memory has more grace than me
The things I recall are lit with a blinding beauty
I love a song that doesn't care what you want
Like winter birds that never felt inclined to chase the sun
I've loved a woman with everything I have
And I pray to god I’ll give her more good than bad
Hustle up, starlings
The bats are coming
The night's tuning up
And dusk is humming
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4. |
Close Your Eyes
03:19
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Close Your Eyes
It took a week full of Mondays
And every Monday it rained
I fought the law and the dull
And got nothing but pain
Got twisted up and low
A little insane
I watched everything I love
Circle the drain
Close your eyes
Then you'll see
It was all
Just a dream
I bought a car in Wilmington
I said goodbye to my friends
I said "things will be different,
When I see you again"
Well we hugged and talked,
The smallest talk
It started raining in the rear-view
as they shuffled off
Close your eyes
Then you'll see
It was all
Just a dream
Now there's a lot of bodies
By the side of the road
Careful who's driving
You don't wanna be a ghost
Now it won't always be easy
But it won't always be hard
Just listen to the cracks
In your broken heart
Close your eyes
Then you'll see
It was all
Just a dream
Home is where the hurt is
So I’m writing this down
Don’t think I didn’t love you
I just didn’t wanna drown
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Maybe I'll Disappear
04:33
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Maybe I’ll Disappear
Start the car
Start the car
Can't see the stars
Can't see the stars
I'm sick & tired
Of feeling alone
Turn on the heat
Put down the phone
Maybe I'll just disappear
There's nothing left to keep me here
I watched her turn
And grab her things
I sat and prayed
For the phone to ring
I played a song
Like there was nothing else
I found a girl and I pretended
She was someone else
Yeah I know
It wasn't fair
It's just so strange
How we get stuck
What once meant nothing
Now means so much
I saw your name
Yesterday
On some unopened mail
I threw away
I stood right there and picked it up
Yeah things have been pretty rough
Nothing but the lights
On the dash
Every little bit hurts
When you're in the pass
The drawl of leaves
And that quiet cold
That settles in
Once you know
We're all hotels
There ain't no home
And everything we had
Was just a loan
Start the car
Start the car
Can't see the stars
Can't see the stars
I miss the simplest of scenes
You in the dark just over me
Your hair a mess
Your eyes aglow
The engine hums
It starts to snow
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6. |
It's A Delicate Waltz
03:53
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It’s A Delicate Waltz
Don't wanna hear your voice
Don't wanna see your car
Don't wanna have to explain
Don't wanna fall apart
Maybe I was mad sometimes
Maybe I’m cursed my love
Maybe it was gonna be fine
Maybe my aim just sucks
But I'm a loser now
All my days are plows
The cuts, the bruises
The shorter fuses
I'm a loser now
We smoked our cigarettes
Outside the silver store
We moved like thunderheads
Across the floor
Under a glittering sky
I swear I meant no harm
I wish I could lean back in time
To my lover's arms
But I'm a loser now
All my days are plows
The cuts, the bruises
The shorter fuses
I'm a loser now
It's a delicate waltz…
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7. |
Run Rabbit Run
04:20
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Run Rabbit Run
Something's wrong
You know there is
Don't let your hearts
Go out like this
Ah fuck this place
it's a trap
Always putting blades
In your back
And it goes on and on and on
Don't get stuck just run rabbit run
Work 9 to 9
Just to get by
Even still, ain't it good
Just to be alive?
Ahh but when it’s dark
I lie awake
And feel like something big’s crushing me
Or going away
And it goes on and on and on
Don't look back just run rabbit run
Oh my heart
The death and dust
Of no man's land
Be it brave or dumb
Let the white heat come
Oh revelry, just take my hand
Something's wrong
You know there is
Don't let your heart
Go out like this
Ah fuck this place
it's a trap
Always pulling blades
From your back
And it goes on and on and on
Don't get stuck just run rabbit run
Don't look back just run rabbit run
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8. |
Bastard
03:49
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Bastard
Don't say
That you'll stay
Cause I know
That you'll go
I know it's hard
For you
To be true
Yeah I know you… Won't stay
Such a dreadful
Human being
I couldn't believe
What I was seeing
You crashed the car
In my head
And on you went
To whatever was next
For god's sake stay… Away
I swear to god
I cross my heart
I'm feeling better
Now that we're apart
The debt is paid
The devil too
I'd rather die
A lonesome fool
Than to be with you… It’s true
That bastard wrecked my car
That bastard won't get far
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9. |
All I Wanted
04:05
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All I Wanted
I can't go home
But I can't stay here
Something just broke inside,
My dear
I'm caught in the branches
Of an old dead tree
I'm in a boat in the desert
Far from the sea
All I wanted
Was one more chance
Before closing time
All I wanted
Was one more chance
Don't put your heart
In the hands of imbeciles
You could end up worse
Than dead or killed
Yeah it's bittersweet
The smiles we knew
Now we’re both creeping around
Like Nosferatu
All I wanted
Was one more chance
Before closing time
All I wanted
Was one more chance... Oh oh oh
All I wanted
Was one more chance
Before closing time
All I wanted
Was one more chance... Oh oh oh
Put the chairs on the tables
And turn down the lights
Let's play our song
And sit as quiet as mice
You see people are cars
And they recall every wreck
And they’ll even the score
On that you can bet
All I wanted
Was one more chance
Before closing time
All I wanted
Was one more chance… Oh oh oh
All I wanted
Was one more chance
Before closing time
All I wanted
Was one more chance... Oh oh oh
All I wanted
Was one more chance
Before closing time
All I wanted
Was one more chance… Oh oh oh… Oh oh oh
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10. |
Summer Never Ends
04:11
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Summer Never Ends
Bright streets
Red lips
Summer skin
A sloppy kiss
Blonde hair
Your cinnamon
Makes me feel
Like I could win
The traffic slows below
The silver water
A small bird brought a song
To where I caught her
If you want me
You can find me
Where summer never ends
Night falls
The warm coast
I watch you swim
I pull you close
And all the heat
In every star
The sticky stuff
Between two hearts
She smiles and says I've never been so happy
I'm no one's thing to own but you could have me
If you want me
You can find me
Where summer never ends
If you want me
You can find me
Where summer never ends…
I got lost
You got lost
I got found
You got found
I didn’t want
You didn’t want
We didn’t want
To drown
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Matthew Ryan / Strays Don't Sleep / PINES Nashville, Tennessee
In addition to his solo work, Ryan is a member of Strays Don't Sleep with longtime friend, Neilson
Hubbard.
In 2021 Ryan decided to offer his solo work as The Pines at Night to clearly enunciate the collaborative nature of his music.
Devotedly independent, Ryan offers moody & honest work that's now rich with a long list of beautiful songs.
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Matthew Ryan / Strays Don't Sleep / PINES recommends:
In The Dusk Of Everything
by Matthew Ryan
Please check out In The Dusk of Everything as well. Glitch has it separated from this page.
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The New Arms EP
by Mike Vallely
I helped Mike makes this. And I love it. I guess I should say he helped me to help him to make this. Raw with a giant heart on the sleeve!
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This is one of my boys leaning into noise as well.
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Last Night We Became Swans
by The Summer Kills
supported by 48 fans who also own “Hustle Up Starlings”
A transformative album that absolutely captures the essence of hammock, yet is unique all onto itself. The vocals are absolutely wonderful. The lyrics are moving. Another brilliant production, that you can listen to from start to finish without having to skip any tracks. Well done!!
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An Anthem for the Broken (A single to benefit John Anderson)
by Matthew Ryan
supported by 44 fans who also own “Hustle Up Starlings”
A worthy cause to contribute to, besides it is a hell of a song with wonderful lyrics, but then again: expect nothing less of an artist like Matthew Ryan.
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Sweet and honest bedroom pop made with the sparest of instrumentation and topped with poetically melancholy lyrics.
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